my very first blog was started by dan at sec 4 then i think. it was a purple layout.
it was then vivian- and changin it to psychosis-.
with all the crazy bloggins and also many daysofmylife these past yrs (:
with stuff that i'd just leave behind and also to some of the bloghopper tt peeks in here.
i knw who YOU are.

i'll be moving...so this wld be the last goodbye.

i went sch at one plus missing all morn' lessons.
went for lab test and did half. im screwed
friends asked and nagged on. -.- knwin tt i got my first choice of SPITC; IT Comm im glad.
just thinkin how many modules ive gotta retake.
bahh anws i stayed in sch till 10oddish. like wtf!? to do up projects and waitin for zahidah to finish hers. and ive gotta meet at hongwei's place at 9.30am in the morning to do up the report. ohgawd. yeaa and i'll prolly swim/tan aft. ((:
was sposed to go sentosa in the morning w zahidah but she's gotta make a trip to the hosp.
exam's less than 2 weeks away only. YIKES!

zahidah asked me this in class today
zahidah: eh vivian, wht u want for ur birthday?
me: HAHA! a boyyyfriend.... *cheeky smile*
zahidah: nicholas la!
me: -rolled eyes-
zahidah looks at another classmate of mine, yaohui.
me: NOOOOO...!
and zahidah pointed to xianliang.
wht lovely classmates ive got. matchmakin me to my own classmates. ha! i dont want a boyfriend for my bday la. silly, ive got THAT girlfriend bestfriend of mine ((:
anws it's some quality time w su tmr and some stuff tt we need to get.
it's been a week since i last met her.

came home and bro showed me his new adidas jacks'. i know tt it's fake.
my bro's nice. i was complainin least he's got a jacket. i only have a pullover and sum blazer sort.
and he was like, if u need it u just use it la. (: he's growin more sensible somehow. suddenly struck me tt my lil bro's 16 this yr. but i still wished tt ive got an older sibling. girls has got swt16 and the guys? hmmm macho16...

I wanna grow old with you.
I wanna die lying in your arms.
I wanna grow old with you.
I wanna be looking in your eyes.
I wanna be there for you.
Sharing everything you do.
I wanna grow old with you.
Westlife - i wanna grow old with u

ive been thinking of going away from everything. but it's stupid and reckless to do. like really gone. why do we need a fuckin cert? and it's not as if im gna be some fuckin engineer or whtsoeva course i chose to take back then.

imma couch potato. the moment im up, i'll plop my arse on the sofa and watch tv til i go to bed.
it's animal planet, discovery ch, nat.g, travel n living, hallmark, csi, 52, 54 and starmovies.
watchin travel n living make me wanna scream out for a getaway to beaches! and discovery ch, 'in her womb', interesting. they featured this mom givin birth, like from THERE la. my reaction? "ouch!"
rahhh!! bad bad. and several days of macs delivery for dinner.
there's a cockroach in the hse. im way too chicken to kill it. wanted to suffocate it, but it kept flyin near the altar.
im so screwed wit sch.
it's back to oprah primetime. i love the oprah show!! ((:

happy birthday to cp and jazz!!
both falls on the 6thfeb.

met su ytsd wanting to watch i not stupid too at jubilee. the ones at bishan was all full la. and who the hell wld think a place like jubilee's left with only 1 ticket. -.-
had ramen.. headed off searchin our korean shows. i got my boyfriend is type b. and su's got 'my name is kim sam-soon. i is so hairpeee (: shiats. i meant i am... too much of su's lingo.
i think amk and tpy's like the weirdest place.
in the aftnn when i went to pay off some bills, there's uncle in the van waving. and ltr in the evening a man prolly in his 30s grinnin at su askin, "xiao mei chi bao le mei you??" su asked me if i knw him. hell nooo! and we laughed n he still grinned. sick!
gave myself off agn. blehs. accpy dad to granny's place with the dog.
dad hvnt pai nian w granny yet. so yea.. sat for quite awhile.
my granny is so very cool! she calls me vilian instead of vivian. im no wicked. she calls my bro, ovaltine instead of augustin. and she pronouce putterware instead of tupperware. HAH. i love my granny to bits la.

3 days of visitings. 3 days of movies/shows. 3 days of uncles and aunts.
3 days of dialect, it's like da most tt ive hrd these yrs. 3 full days. oh lord!
the teochew and hakka.
it's like babies and newborn this yr. wow!
and homecook meals for the new year.
bro was telling me over dinner tt it's like the best meal he ever had.
why, cos my granny's DA COOK (: my uncles were all givin thumbs up,
granny's cookin cant be compared to those buffets or any others.
she did the cookin at eldest uncle's place today. sedappp!
the soup, curry chicken, pork, veggie.

aft dinner was another movie.. tom yam goong. painful shits.
shows i watched:
chu yi: the promise - bad ratings frm everyone tt was watchin.
chu er: 1/2 of my boyfriend is type b - the aunts were complainin tt it's boring em. so im gna rent this show!
chu san: tom yam goong - he's like the thailand bruce lee.

im loving this no sch days. (:
vday's coming.
was listenin to shan wee last week, this was wht he said.
the single ladies dont like vday cos it makes them feel even lonely..true
the single guys likes vday cos they can try to hook up the single ladies.
the attched ladies loves vday cos their other half wld shower them w 'love'.
the attched guys doesnt like vday cos they're the one showing the 'love'.

im gna get some loove from the oc.
i still aint gettin any searches for DHS3ep11 onwards. wtf is happening?!! rahh
meanwhile enjoy this! laugh ur hrts out.